Merci Pour le Venim

Again - that's french for 'Thank You for the Venom'. I'm listening to that on repeat, because right now... it's the best comfort that I have. Music is my best friend, and I feel fairly confident that it's true. Music can reach you and heal your heart, and the bands can be there for you without actually being there. Why so much right now? Well - for starters - Ellie's gone. She's off at Oakwood Court College, and I won't see her again until the october half term. As for Tammy... Mum goes off to visit the place that they want to take her. Tomorrow.

So gimme all your poison,
And gimme all your pills
And gimme all your hopeless hearts and MAKE ME ILL!!!!!!
You're running after something that you'll never kill
If this is what you want, then FIRE AT WILL!!!!!!!!!!!

Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?

Love it or leave it - you can't understand!

Love is the red rose on your coffin door
What's life like bleeding on the floor?

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something?
Give me a better cause to lead!
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to BELIEVE!!!

Sister, I'm not much a poet but a criminal
and you never had a chance

I wouldn't front the scene if you PAID ME
I'm just the way that the doctor MADE ME

Hallelujah - LOCK AND LOAD!!!

All of those are quotes from my beloved Thank You for the Venom, and I mean every word. If I ever get fortunate enough to meet My Chemical Romance, as I pray and dream of (It's the only fragile dream that I truly have left), then I would call it a responsibility to tell them at least a fraction of what they mean to me... not that meeting them will ever happen. I'm not that lucky. Life hates me, remember? But still... I can dream...