"Call her Black Mariah...": 2012

Thursday, 19 April 2012

YES PEOPLE I AM ALIVE!!!!!

OH MAI GEEZ PEOPLE IT HAS BEEN SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG SINCE I HAVE POSTED ANYTHING ON THIS THINGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MAI GEEEZ I AM SOOOOOOOOO SORRY!!!!! SINCE I GOT MY DEVIANTART ACCOUNT I WASN'T ABLE TO GET IN HERE BECAUSE IT HAS A WARNING AND DA HAS MY AGE!!!!!!!! GAAAAAAH I MISSED MY BLOG SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*force clamdown* ahem, yes, my DeviantArt account.... http://www.littleblackmariah.deviantart.com/ that's where I've been. OH MAI GEEZ I HAVE FRIENDS HERE GAAAAAH!!!!!!!

Anyway... jsut saying that I am alive, really...

People who I respect / Aspire to be like

Mum! (does this require explanation?)

Dad! (does this require explanation?)

Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance vocalist, it's not the fact you were hooked on drugs, it's the fact you got yourself out of that mess and you're the world's greatest vocalist EVER!!!)

Mikey Way (My Chemical Romance Guitarist, it's not the fact you were hooked on drugs and alcohol, it's the fact you ended the addiction and you're the world's greatest bass guitarist EVER!!!)

Frank Iero (My Chemical Romance Guitarist, it's not the fact that you took pills, it's the fact you could stop and you're the world's greatest rhythm guitarist EVER!!!)

Ray Toro (My Chemical Romance Guitarist, you never abandoned the rest of the band when they went off the rails and you're the world's greatest lead guitarist EVER!!!)

Amber Sylvia Worsely (blog follower and close friend)

Kerri (friend/ unrelated sister)

Clare (friend)

Emma Walker (my CAMHS worker)

Mrs Lawrence (the school's awesomest TA EVER!!!)

Nobleman 444 (blog follower)

Kathy Dunswell (blog follower)

Phoenix Borealis (blog follower)

Kurt Cobain (Nirvana vocalist, rest in peace)

Hayley Williams (Paramore vocalist, role model for everyone who's ever been picked on)

Dave Grohl (Nivana drummer/ Foo Fighters frontman, to move on in the way you have is simply amazing!)

Chester Bennington (Linkin Park frontman, it's not the fact you were a raging alcoholic, it's the fact you got yourself out of it!!!)

This list will increase!!!

To do...

Meet one of MCR (even if only for a couple of minutes)/ see them live

Kick Justin Beiber out for good (Lose my depression)

Get (at least some of) my poems published

Get a book finished and PUBLISHED!

Leave school

Improve my memory

Finally become someone significant

Learn what happiness is again

Get an MP3 that WORKS!

Kick social services out of my life for good

Do something that will be remembered & admired/ Become somebody who will be remembered & admired

Sort out the problems in my life

Random...

Thursday, 19 April 2012

YES PEOPLE I AM ALIVE!!!!!