~ MCR, I'm Not Okay (Edit for TV)
No, Nothing's happened since I last blogged, babes, nothing at all. *note the obvious sarcasm*
Well, Tammy's gone now. All those LONG, HEARTBREAKING EIGHT MONTHS FOR MOTHERFUCKING NOTHING...
The most heartbreaking part? She didn't wanna go. We tried to make the morning as normal as possible. We told her that is would be 'school-mourino-sleep', and even wrote that on the calendar. She crossed it off the calendar. She screamed. She threw herself on the floor.
I had to pretty much carry her out to the school bus. By the time I'd gotten back to the house, with the knowlege that she was NOT coming back... i broke into complete hysteric tears. My parents didn't send me into school that day. They saw no point.
It was a 20km sponsored walk today, raisng money for the crap school that I go to... I raised £40. Some literally raised £2. I have blisters on my feet from it, and my ankles ACHE.
The highlight of the walk, however, came little before or after half way. One of the marshals - I think that it's the 'Gillian' that Amber had told me about multiple times - said something along the lines of
"I like her. She's wearing a black veil brides shirt."
I smiled *a VERY rare achievement!* and said
"I have an MCR hoody in my bag" and got it out.
*all marshals cheered*
Gillian, as I think that she was, then said, noticing my difficluties in contiuing then said something along the lines of
"Kathy, just think - Gerard Way is waiting back at school, NAKED!"
I couldn't help but smile, despite the pain!
No, Nothing's happened since I last blogged, babes, nothing at all. *note the obvious sarcasm*
Well, Tammy's gone now. All those LONG, HEARTBREAKING EIGHT MONTHS FOR MOTHERFUCKING NOTHING...
The most heartbreaking part? She didn't wanna go. We tried to make the morning as normal as possible. We told her that is would be 'school-mourino-sleep', and even wrote that on the calendar. She crossed it off the calendar. She screamed. She threw herself on the floor.
I had to pretty much carry her out to the school bus. By the time I'd gotten back to the house, with the knowlege that she was NOT coming back... i broke into complete hysteric tears. My parents didn't send me into school that day. They saw no point.
It was a 20km sponsored walk today, raisng money for the crap school that I go to... I raised £40. Some literally raised £2. I have blisters on my feet from it, and my ankles ACHE.
The highlight of the walk, however, came little before or after half way. One of the marshals - I think that it's the 'Gillian' that Amber had told me about multiple times - said something along the lines of
"I like her. She's wearing a black veil brides shirt."
I smiled *a VERY rare achievement!* and said
"I have an MCR hoody in my bag" and got it out.
*all marshals cheered*
Gillian, as I think that she was, then said, noticing my difficluties in contiuing then said something along the lines of
"Kathy, just think - Gerard Way is waiting back at school, NAKED!"
I couldn't help but smile, despite the pain!
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