Hello...

Playground school bell rings again

Rainclouds come to play again

Has no-one told you she's not breathing?

Hello, I'm your mind, giving you someone to talk to... hello...

Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide... don't cry...

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping... Hello, I'm still here, all that's left of yesterday...!

Please pardon my misery. Justin just isn't leaving me alone. All of the above quotes are from Evanescence's song Hello. Really.. that's how I feel right now. Other than the three fabulous followers of my blog, which are the only thing that makes me feel even remotely appreciated right now... I feel like I'm disapearing. And no, even though I have countless times said that their lyrics can explain my life better than I can, I am not laying reference to My Chemical Romance's This is how I disappear. I feel so lonely right now... so cold... so alone. This is one of the few places on the earth that I feel that I can be truly honest about the matters in my life. Even having just said that, it, I imagine, will be impossible to ever truly tell anyone completely how I feel. But I guess this is as honest as it gets.Here goes...

 I WANT TO DIE.

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE.

END OF.

FULL STOP.

PERIOD.

I know that I'm little miss depressing.

And it was beautifully depressing, like a streetcar named Desire, they were fighting for their love that had started growing tired...

Sorry. That's Panic! at the Disco, Memories. I appreciate that I talk a lot of song lyrics, but what can I say? Lyrics explain my life better than I do.

With these non-stop lyrics of life-living, Not to be forgotten but still unforgiven...

Again, sorry. That was Linkin Park's Nobody's Listening.

Maybe I am just what My Chemical Romance say in their song Disenchanted... I think I'm surrendering...

You're just a sad song with nothing to say

Here's my final plea to anyone that both can and will... this is Evanescence again, Bring me to Life...

Call my name and save me from the dark

PLEASE. Somebody save me!